V.
Friday, May 05, 2006
V.
Dearest,
I feel certain that i am going
mad again: I feel we can't go
through another of these terrible times.
And i shant recover this time. I begin
to hear voices, and cant concentrate.
So i am doing what seems the best thing to do. You have
given me
the greatest possible happiness. You
have been in every way all that anyone
could be. I dont think two
people could have been happier till
this terrible disease came. I cant
fight it any longer, I know that i am
spoiling your life, that without me you
could work. And you will i know.
You see I cant even write this properly. I
cant read. What i want to say is that
I owe all the happiness of my life to you.
You have been entirely patient with me &
incredibly good. I want to say that -
everybody knows it. If anybody could
have save me it would have been you.
Everything has gone from me but the
certainty of your goodness. I
cant go on spoiling your life any longer. I dont think two
people
could have been happier than we have been.
V.
Dearest,
I feel certain that i am going
mad again: I feel we can't go
through another of these terrible times.
And i shant recover this time. I begin
to hear voices, and cant concentrate.
So i am doing what seems the best thing to do. You have
given me
the greatest possible happiness. You
have been in every way all that anyone
could be. I dont think two
people could have been happier till
this terrible disease came. I cant
fight it any longer, I know that i am
spoiling your life, that without me you
could work. And you will i know.
You see I cant even write this properly. I
cant read. What i want to say is that
I owe all the happiness of my life to you.
You have been entirely patient with me &
incredibly good. I want to say that -
everybody knows it. If anybody could
have save me it would have been you.
Everything has gone from me but the
certainty of your goodness. I
cant go on spoiling your life any longer. I dont think two
people
could have been happier than we have been.
V.
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