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53

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

53

Let it die
And get out of my mind
We don't see eye to eye
Or hear ear to ear

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I deleted the entry,

the entry called '53'

My fingers danced on the "Backspace" key

until they got tired, and I just pressed 'Delete'.

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Don't you wish
That we could forget that kiss
And see this for what it is
That we're not in love

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Now nobody is going to know why I titled this entry 53

Probably just the one I've told the story to,

and you,

and me.

*

The saddest part of a broken heart
Isn't the ending so much as the start

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It's been hovering over my head

For probably two or three days.

But there were no sparks, nothing ever came

Just a whole bunch of sadness at the end of the game.

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It was hard to tell
Just how I felt
To not recognize myself
I started to fade away

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I am going to avoid 53 from now on.

Find my way home, where I belong

Please don't misunderstand, don't get me wrong.

I still don't know where this sadness is coming from.

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And after all
It won't take long to fall in love
Now I know what I don't want
I learned that with you

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There is nothing left to say

Perhaps just for the memories to go away.

They keep catching up with me in this endless dog race,

Just leave me alone until the next saving grace.

*

The saddest part of a broken heart
Isn't the ending so much as the start

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If the contents of 53 do come true

If there is this one day that I meet you

If I don't have the courage to say it to you,

I hope this entry finds its way through.

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The tragedy starts from the very first spark
Losing your mind for the sake of your heart

The saddest part of a broken heart
Isn't the ending so much as the start

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"You turned me into you,

And I don't believe - anymore."

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