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Even So

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

Even So

Screw you Rachael Yamagata.Why are you SUCH a great writer when it comes to songs?I was just reading some of her lyrics,and suddenly it got me all worked up,beaten down and emotional.How songs always hook up old memories,like a fish to a bait.

I swear if i listen to her songs any longer tonight i am going to dehydrate in the morning,or grab some cash to get to your place right now.I know where you live,and i remember everything from the bus stop up to your place.I know which house and which window you sleep in.I know you will be asleep,but i will throw stones at your window until you answer me.

Then when you see me,when i see you,i will smile.I will say what i want to say to you.I will whisper them so soft you can only make out the words from the shape of my mouth.I will look at your,look at you so hard,then take a mental picture of you,something i didnt do the last time.

And leave.

You're gonna hate me when I tell you everything
You're gonna question whether you really know me at all
You will revisit every smile, and where it fit into the day
I know this is how it will play
And I try, oh I try to think of all the things
That I could do to let you know that I love

Even so

I was not looking to do you wrong
Was not looking for a change of scenery
Don't remember where, or when, or how I did
But I'm hoping you'll forgive me
And I try, oh I try to think of all the things
That I could do to let you know that I love you

Do you remember how we'd run in the summertime
Do you remember how we'd run in the summertime

Oh I try, I try so very hard
And I cry, I cry so very much
For I love you like you'll never let yourself feel again
I love you like a brother and a friend
I love you with my whole heart until it bends
I love you like a lover until the very end

But I'll always think of all the things you did
To let me know that you love me
But you're leaving

Even so


Oh,stop singing Rachael Yamagata.You are making me crumble.

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